And here I am .. was .. torn between to painful choices. Leaving; losing a love one .. and the pain of what I already know ..

Staying; enduring the pain of what I know for the rest of my life, and the exhaustion that will accompany it.

I am a fighter .. my breathe is deep .. that’s what I chose .. staying .. till the end .. eventually. Be it if old age .. an illness long hoped for, I hope for soon.